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Jul. 19th, 2019 09:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
marmolitaI posted this on tumblr tonight but it seems like the kind of thing to post here, so I'm just copy pasting it over.
Man, looking at my AO3 I feel like I’m just disappointing my audience this year? So far this year I’ve published 8 fics, with a grand total approaching 25k words. By this time last year, I’d published 27 with a grand total of about 100k words.
I knew that that crazy productivity streak wouldn’t last forever, but it lasted two years which is the longest streak I’ve had EVER.
Anyway I feel like I ought to post something, but this Cor/Loqi d/s-verse fic I started just keeps getting stuck, and I can’t figure out whether to post that one Ardyn/Ravus werewolf fic as-is or turn it into a multichap, and I am intimidated by the thought of writing either of the other two multichap ideas I have, and the kinkmeme is pretty dead and not a source of inspiration, and tumblr is pretty dead, and just … idk.
I suppose it’s also the case though that in that time frame I’ve collaborated on like 500k words of RP content and collaborated on 53k words and counting of a novel manuscript, so it’s not like I’m NOT writing, I’m just not posting anything for my audience to read. (I wish I could share this RP with all of you but you’d be like “why did you make everyone cage dance in booty shorts” or “why are you so invested in making AU squall and seifer get married” or “hey Lita I thought you were good at making people in-character but this is totally not.)
Man, looking at my AO3 I feel like I’m just disappointing my audience this year? So far this year I’ve published 8 fics, with a grand total approaching 25k words. By this time last year, I’d published 27 with a grand total of about 100k words.
I knew that that crazy productivity streak wouldn’t last forever, but it lasted two years which is the longest streak I’ve had EVER.
Anyway I feel like I ought to post something, but this Cor/Loqi d/s-verse fic I started just keeps getting stuck, and I can’t figure out whether to post that one Ardyn/Ravus werewolf fic as-is or turn it into a multichap, and I am intimidated by the thought of writing either of the other two multichap ideas I have, and the kinkmeme is pretty dead and not a source of inspiration, and tumblr is pretty dead, and just … idk.
I suppose it’s also the case though that in that time frame I’ve collaborated on like 500k words of RP content and collaborated on 53k words and counting of a novel manuscript, so it’s not like I’m NOT writing, I’m just not posting anything for my audience to read. (I wish I could share this RP with all of you but you’d be like “why did you make everyone cage dance in booty shorts” or “why are you so invested in making AU squall and seifer get married” or “hey Lita I thought you were good at making people in-character but this is totally not.)
